To Bugs

Somehow I feel that Winnipeg hurts you and the reason, I think is me. 
I should stop pushing myself like a BoyFriend that is not what you want I feel. A good friend is what you want, I think. Someone to stay by your side. I fail to do that many times. I don't want to give you something that hurts. All the closeness we have is bound to vanish. That is what I am afraid of. Lord, Give me strength to do right. Let me not hurt her. I don't want to let her go. I know she doesn't have same beliefs and that will be a problem in future. So, this is it, I guess. 

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